mumqin hi to hai....

कह दो एक बार तो चाँद तोड़ना मुमकिन हो जाए
तुम्हारे तस्सव्वुर में आके ईमान जोड़ना मुम्क़िन हो जाए

आधी उम्र तो बीत गई हो शायद
फ़िर भी कहीं मुस्कान जोड़ना मुम्क़िन हो जाए

रफ्ता - रफ्ता बीत रही है आंखों की मुद्दत
आपके आने से अरमान जोड़ना मुम्क़िन हो जाए

कहीं खो जायें हम आके अख्तियार में
ख़ुद को इंसान जोड़ना मुम्क़िन हो जाए

आपकी आंखों को देखा......
अब मुक़द्दर का इन्तज़ाम होना मुम्क़िन हो जाए

हो गया था लहू सख्त ज़ख्म खा-खा के
अब इसका रिसना परेशां होके मुम्क़िन हो जाए....

मर जायेंगे एक दिन, कोई सुननेवाला नहीं होगा....

न रक़ीब न हमदम न हमसफ़र कहीं होगा....

पत्थर न मारो यहाँ, दीवानों का शहर है

जो ये भी उठ गया जहाँ से....

किसको मुहब्बत पर कभी यक़ीन होगा!!

As I stand adrift, with thy sight yonder..

The heart aches, and begins to ponder...

The day that dawned to have thee such..

I pined too far..I loved too much...

For a day shall come, when to thy surprise...

In my breaths, the sun wouldn't rise....

Don't fret my love, for my departure...

The sun SHALL set, the sun SHALL rise...

I'll live in thee, for so I choose...

A meaning forlorn, a scent begone...

A chord that pulls, a chord that binds...

An unfinished lyric....of an unfinished song.....

Those unspoken whispers..the umbilical touch...

The blood of oneness..that whispered yet much...

The yen for thy nostrils...thy skin so white..

Thy thick black hair..that shamed the night...

The sound of thy laughter..the sound of thy feet...

Thy very own melody...that speaks through my sheet......

A night spent together...a night far above....

Ahh!! What I would not give...for a tinge of that night's love.......

ज़िन्दगी ने कहा ग़म तलाश कर

इस नापाक बस्ती में वतन तलाश कर

जिए जा रहा हर मोड़ पर

रुक, देख, मंजिल तलाश कर

हर शै रह जायेगी वादी में कफन दबाये

तू अपने मुक़द्दर का हासिल तलाश कर

Happy drinking.... :)

bhasad....drunk

just talked to a friend...she is 20.....and already AWARE of things that she ought not to. thinks that she is entitled to make ETHICAL judgements....profound....,but highly impractical, she ought to agree with her AGE, and FREAK OUT!!!! told her so.....

and guess what...i insist on on beginning my sentences with small letters....I seriously think that to begin a NEW thread is impossible. I mean how could I be presumptuous enough to think that I could start something that has not been explored by my worthier 'think-mates'?

writing in an inebriated state is cool enough!! :)

the world , as i see it, can still be divided between the the two Darwinian [notice the respect for the worthier thinkers ;) the capitalisation does it :)] divides- the dominants and the dominated. The weak SHALL succumb!!!!! to the dislike of many of you....CAT does EXACTLY that!!! seperates the DOMINANT from the dominated!! ..All you try to do is seperate the MEN from the boys...all lectures to the same effect...all strategies to the same import.....AND YET!!!! MEN WILL BE MEN!!! I, of all the mortals, want to break this stereotypicallity(forgive the double "ll"s...am bad with spellings...as with vocab...)...kitna kuch nahin kaha tha....paper ki kamzori par attack karo...but nai.....jana hai to apne pre-concieved notions pe hi jana hai....

badhiya hai...jinhone follow kiya, ....paaya...jinhone nai kiya....nai paaya....kehte hain "all you can do is-try"...i too tried.. and am happy with my effort...ab ye alag baat hai ki ittttttanein pyaare bacchon ke liye zoooooor se ansoo nikalte hain.....kya karun....eeshwar kare ki cut-offs neeche jayein...aur mere pyaare bacchon ka bhala ho jaye...

learnt a lesson though...no use trying to make men (meant men/women) out of asses!!! I was one once, and no matter what whoever told me whatever..never learnt...guess it's humanassish!!! we can't grow out of our skins unless the skin itself stinks so rotten that it forces us out of itself....

i'll keep getting more drunk..and keep talking rotten, nobody has forced you though, and you can still switch back to Orkut, or whatever you think is more suitable, ....or enjoyable....

Life comes a full circle [new thought...watch the capitalisation :)] and by the circle I mean a different circle in each individual's case....to some, it is the circle of foolishness, to some of realisations, to some of rationalisation, to some of intelligence, to some of sacrifice, to some of forgiveness, to some of self-pity, to some of ignorance, to some of revenge, to some of-nothingness......

and it is to those that the realisation and realisation of meaninglessness comes, that are able to voyage ahead, without the humanly (read assly) inertia of rejection and negativity, toward the brightest 'North Star', called life, that life really begins to look meaningful and happy...to the rest...it is just another Mr. Sharma, Mr. Mishra...or whatever else...another non-existent, bhaji-fetching identity...

I shall keep the thread alive...promise....just hope that my drinking spree doesn't die.....

And I promise to not edit the past.....

happy drinking....bhasad rules...